[It makes him feel a little better, being so close to Oswald. Yet at the same time there's something in him that feels bad about it, that feeling of just being a burden to people. It's hard to ignore.]
Yeah, but... I mean, I'm just dumping this on you all of a sudden and...
[Edward bites his lip nervously. Trailing off. Regretting bringing any of this up more and more, because what was he thinking?
What if Oswald tells someone? No, that's ridiculous. He won't, that's not... Edward can trust him, obviously. But there's still that horrible, anxious feeling, as if him saying the words somehow means everyone was able to hear it and... all of a sudden he can't think of anything else anymore.]
[It feels stupid, asking Oswald to repeat it, because of course he means it. But Edward can't help that uncertain feeling in the pit of his stomach, the fear that any moment now the rug is about to be pulled away from under him and he'll lose this, somehow.]
[It's nice to hear it. Reassuring, even if not as much as he'd like it to be, not enough to drown out everything else in his head. But it does help, a little.]
Okay.
And... And you won't... you won't tell anyone, right?
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...I'm sorry.
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[Edward bites his lip nervously. Trailing off. Regretting bringing any of this up more and more, because what was he thinking?
What if Oswald tells someone? No, that's ridiculous. He won't, that's not... Edward can trust him, obviously. But there's still that horrible, anxious feeling, as if him saying the words somehow means everyone was able to hear it and... all of a sudden he can't think of anything else anymore.]
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I said it's fine. You're my best friend, right? What kinda friend would I be if you couldn't dump things on me?
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[It feels stupid, asking Oswald to repeat it, because of course he means it. But Edward can't help that uncertain feeling in the pit of his stomach, the fear that any moment now the rug is about to be pulled away from under him and he'll lose this, somehow.]
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[It's nice to hear it. Reassuring, even if not as much as he'd like it to be, not enough to drown out everything else in his head. But it does help, a little.]
Okay.
And... And you won't... you won't tell anyone, right?
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...Thanks.
[Because he didn't think Oswald would, but he needs to know, for sure.]
I think... I think the professors would get the wrong idea-- I mean, they do... already. So...
[He doesn't want them making a thing out of this. Any more than it already is, now.]
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[Edward lets out a shaky breath. Trying... not to break, then and there.]
Thank you.
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[Best friends. And that means something. It means a lot, he reminds himself. Sometimes he forgets, in moments like this.]
I mean, same here. Obviously.
[He'd do anything for Oswald, too.]
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Well, it's interesting?
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Imagine that. History of Magic for the rest of eternity.
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