[that....is a long silence. And Oswald waits for the laughter, the scorn--and it doesn't come. Just that question. And Oswald swallows, feeling stretched out a bit too thin, and rubs a hand over his eyes again.]
I said that I called because I missed you.
[he's...tired. He's tired of being at odds with Edward, of feeling sad, of this melancholy that stems from it. And this conversation may not fix it; in fact, it may make it worse. It may give Edward more ammunition. Who knows?]
[More silence. He's not sure what to say or even... think about that, to be entirely honest. He was honestly expecting to just become apathetic to this whole thing, given enough time. That was the plan. That's how he handles things.
Instead it feels sort of like Oswald just pulled the rug out from under him. And all that stubbornness has nowhere to go, all of a sudden, just vanishing like it was never there.
He's caught off guard.]
I...
[He still would prefer not to say anything. But he can't help it.]
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Why did you?
[And instead... that.]
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upset
still heartbroken, some, but]
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...because I missed you.
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done
...What?
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I said that I called because I missed you.
[he's...tired. He's tired of being at odds with Edward, of feeling sad, of this melancholy that stems from it. And this conversation may not fix it; in fact, it may make it worse. It may give Edward more ammunition. Who knows?]
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[Yeah, speaking of waiting for things that aren't coming, Edward is still waiting for Oswald to admit this is a lie or a joke and yet... nothing.
There's some comment he should make here.
"Well, yes, Oswald, of course you missed me, who WOULDN'T?"
Something like that. But he can't quite... manage it. In fact...]
You... did?
[Edward sounds a little baffled by the very idea.]
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Instead it feels sort of like Oswald just pulled the rug out from under him. And all that stubbornness has nowhere to go, all of a sudden, just vanishing like it was never there.
He's caught off guard.]
I...
[He still would prefer not to say anything. But he can't help it.]
...
I think that... I... Maybe...
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I... missed you as well.
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--why?
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Well, why wouldn't I? [It comes out a little challenging. Damn it, not what he's going for. But... still.] We're...
We were friends, weren't we?
[And that's too honest. Fuck. Damn it.]
I mean. Why did you miss me?
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And...
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[....]
So, by your estimation, you shouldn't miss me.
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[. . .]
I...wasn't aware that you agreed, however.
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I know some of the things I said were...
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