[Edward does go sit down. And then he goes through a few things. He considers just leaving, but that's out for so many goddamn reasons, Edward, what the fuck. He spends a few more moments screaming internally. He takes out his phone, pulling up one of his contacts (Harley), but then closes it. Sets his phone down. Picks it back up. Sets it back down. Considers exit strategies again. Thinks back to the feeling of Oswald saying he loves him. Tries to focus on the positive parts of that and not the horrible terror that accompanied it.
no subject
He's having.
A time.]